27s

Have you ever stood up too fast and gotten that lovely “I’m about to pass out” head rush?

Imagine getting that… but while you’re sitting down, and its accompanied by a weird flashback of a memory that you have a hard time remembering afterwards.

That is what I’ve been dealing with for the last several months.

I’m still trying to figure out what is causing them - I’ve been keeping notes. And I’m also trying to remember what happens in the weird flash back.

So far, I know that it somehow involves kindergarten, but in this false memory, my kindergarten classroom is the set from Under the Umbrella Tree. And there’s some specific sentence that I think each time when it triggers… I recognize it each time it happens and know it’s the same thing as last time… but I can’t remember what the sentence is.

I’ve yet to notice a pattern of why it triggers, I’ve been writing, reading, having a conversation, just waking up in the morning, sitting in the car on the way to Earl’s mom’s house (thankfully not driving).

They happen twice a month… once before the fifteenth, on any random day. And then, for the past five months, one always happens on the 27th. But never at a regular time of day (mornings, afternoons, and nights are all possible).

So, I’m not sure what’s going on with that…